It has begun, the organizing of my life on paper. I read what I wrote so many years ago and I think what was I thinking? the problem is I really was not thinking, I was just "going through life". As I was reading some of the things I wrote they made me laugh, they made me tear up, but I did not get upset with my past. I know that I am forgiven and that I have released my abusers to God and I am whole again.
Another blogger wrote about us being whiter than snow because of the blood of Jesus and as I was growing up I always wanted to be a good "clean" girl but did not know how to go about it. Not that I was bad but just felt bad. One thing led to another and then boom everything blew up. I remember thinking that there was no light at the end of the tunnel but as the days, months and years went by I started to see a little light and of course now there surely is a Big Light at that end of the tunnel. The little child is white as snow.
Be blessed and good night.
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