Do you ever ponder how you got to where you are? Does it bother you that you are where you are at this stage in your life? I can't believe that I am the only one who ponders these things. I guess I am traveling back in time in my mind because of my foster child. I find myself thinking of where I was and what I was doing at age 17yr. and I find myself being ok with my past but not being ok with my future if that makes sense. You know I really don't feel that I have accomplished anything, yes, I am doing a good deed in helping these kids and I really feel that I am doing what I am suppose to do at this time in my life but feel that I have wasted so much of my life. I wonder if that is why I struggle so much in life. Did I miss the mark? Did I not do what God really called me to do?
Be blessed and good night
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