Nothing like a hard day of work be it physical or just plain busy doing errands. Love being outside doing yard work, the sun in your face, getting dirty and sweaty. Your hands hurt from the shovel or the rake or the pruning shears, whatever your tool or tools of choice. The kicker is my hip and knee and of course the back can't take much of this over a long period of time so have to take several breaks but I eventually get things done.
Thinking today about this foster care. I may end up going back to work and changing companies to the CYFD agency which is regular foster care as treatment care, at least with the Bair Foundation is becoming like a prison. They say line of sight 24/7 which I understand out in the open, but at your own home having to follow the kids everywhere and not being able to go outside without them out with you. What if the kid does not want to go outside for an hour or so while you are doing the yard work, then you don't do it. How does it get done?
I seem frustrated but this just does not seem right. The parents need to get things done and some of us are single so it makes it hard. I have committed to keeping A until her treatments for a medical condition is over that will be when she is 18 so I'll see how things go over the next nine months and then decide.
I can't get writing out of my head but when I sit to write or type nothing comes out. I think of things all day to write about life about my life but I get stuck when it comes time to put pen to paper. I really want to write about my life and the lessons I have learned and hopefully help someone else. Maybe one day the writers block will go away.
Good night and be blessed
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