"I have decided not to do anymore chemotherapy", my friend tells me on Saturday. I knew this would be sooner than later, I guess I was thinking,hoping it would not be this soon though. She says she feels better now that she has made a decesion. Why such a hard disease for her?
I have to be honest, I have thought it should be me. I have no kids to watch grow up, so therefore no grandkids, I have no husband to leave behind, my dad and Melba would probably follow close behind me in death, my brothers and sister would would miss me, I would hope but they would be happy that I would be with the Lord. My friend has a husband and kids and grandkids to watch live their lives,plus a husband who adores her, she should be the one to stay.
A is doing OK. Not sure if the problems she hasn't gotten herself in has had a impact on her yet. I pray that she will learn from this. Only she can help herself, I can try to steer her in the right direction, but it is ultimately up to her.
I so enjoy being outside working in the yard with my Grace beside me. A girl and her dog, what can be better than this. My Missy watches from the window as she will take off if not on a leash. I take her out sometimes and put her where she can see me and she just lies down and watches. She balances me and Grace.
Good night and be blessed.
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