The End of The Day

HELLO

The End of The Day

I have been thinking alot about the Father's love lately. I think maybe it is because I am going through my journals and I am realizing how much I have overcome. I certainly did not do it on my own. I see A trying to keep all her emotions in and trying not to feel anything and I just can't believe that the things that have happened to her don't bother her. I am so grateful that I had people around me to help me get in touch with my emotions and to let me know that it was OK to feel negative ones and positive ones.
Anyway I am open to let His love come in and invade my heart yet once again.

The End of The Day

Do you ever ponder how you got to where you are? Does it bother you that you are where you are at this stage in your life? I can't believe that I am the only one who ponders these things. I guess I am traveling back in time in my mind because of my foster child. I find myself thinking of where I was and what I was doing at age 17yr. and I find myself being ok with my past but not being ok with my future if that makes sense. You know I really don't feel that I have accomplished anything, yes, I am doing a good deed in helping these kids and I really feel that I am doing what I am suppose to do at this time in my life but feel that I have wasted so much of my life. I wonder if that is why I struggle so much in life. Did I miss the mark? Did I not do what God really called me to do?
Be blessed and good night